Soooo...
school is getting better... I'm not THAT awkward around guys anymore but still a bit...
ummm...to all my handball team members... I'm RRREEEEEAAAALLLLYYY sorry but umm...
I joined the bowling club in my school... ehehehehehehe...
handball will forever be in my heart but I MIGHT be able to meet you guys if I join bowling and I also love bowling... just that I don't go very often...
sooooo... I'm kinda confused with the PBS thingy going on now...
but it sounds bit fun... somehow... ehehe =.=
anyways... I CAN'T WAIT TO GO ON A FIELD AGAIN!!!!!
I'm just DYING to touch a ball... if only we get to play handball... *sigh*
Thursday, 10 January 2013
Friday, 4 January 2013
High school...
Picture this... a girl in an all-girls school... happily chatting with her friends....she's the senior in that school.... and she's the assistant head prefect in the school.... she has tons of friends... and she doesn't have to worry about who to sit with or what to do while waiting for my friends in the morning....
she's surrounded by friends... and the best thing of all, there are no guys in the school...
Okay. Got the image in your head???
Now. Picture that very same girl entering high school... a COED high school(coed means a girls and boys school) ... the junior of the school.... barely knows a single person..... doesn't have a friend coz' all her friends went to another school... feeling reeeeeeaaaaaaallllyyyyy uncomfortable because there are lots of guys and she's from an all-girls school..... doesn't know where to sit during recess.... stands near a dustbin for 15 minutes praying that she will spot someone that she knows while waiting for the bell to ring in the morning.... flinches whenever a guy walk pasts her and is like- totally freaking out...
That girl in the first picture was me last year... I didn't have to worry about a thing in school with the exception of my results... friends greeted me as soon as I was out of the car... I knew where to go in the morning, I was the eldest in the school(except for the teachers)....I had lots and lots of friends... I was the shooter in the handball team( handball was very popular) and, THERE WERE NO GUYS THERE!!!!!
Unfortunately, the girl in the second picture is also me... this year...
*sigh* Good thing the dustbin wasn't smelly....
As we were Convent Infant Jesus 1 students, normally all of us would be immediately placed in SMK Infant Jesus Convent.. but since my mom works in SMK Bukit Baru, I had to transfer out of IJC and go to SMK BB...
I HAVE NEVER FELT SO UNCONFIDENT BEFORE!!!!!
And to make things worse, there are only 7 girls in my class... the rest are guys...
imagine that..ONLY 7 GIRLS !!!
>.<
I used to enjoy walking around the school... coz' then I could chat with my friends...
Now, I'm just wishing that the bell would ring earlier so that I can go to class.... and the day would pass by more quickly....
*sigh*
I'll have to endure it for 5 years.... 5...more.... years....
Wish me luck, people...
she's surrounded by friends... and the best thing of all, there are no guys in the school...
Okay. Got the image in your head???
Now. Picture that very same girl entering high school... a COED high school(coed means a girls and boys school) ... the junior of the school.... barely knows a single person..... doesn't have a friend coz' all her friends went to another school... feeling reeeeeeaaaaaaallllyyyyy uncomfortable because there are lots of guys and she's from an all-girls school..... doesn't know where to sit during recess.... stands near a dustbin for 15 minutes praying that she will spot someone that she knows while waiting for the bell to ring in the morning.... flinches whenever a guy walk pasts her and is like- totally freaking out...
That girl in the first picture was me last year... I didn't have to worry about a thing in school with the exception of my results... friends greeted me as soon as I was out of the car... I knew where to go in the morning, I was the eldest in the school(except for the teachers)....I had lots and lots of friends... I was the shooter in the handball team( handball was very popular) and, THERE WERE NO GUYS THERE!!!!!
Unfortunately, the girl in the second picture is also me... this year...
*sigh* Good thing the dustbin wasn't smelly....
As we were Convent Infant Jesus 1 students, normally all of us would be immediately placed in SMK Infant Jesus Convent.. but since my mom works in SMK Bukit Baru, I had to transfer out of IJC and go to SMK BB...
I HAVE NEVER FELT SO UNCONFIDENT BEFORE!!!!!
And to make things worse, there are only 7 girls in my class... the rest are guys...
imagine that..ONLY 7 GIRLS !!!
>.<
I used to enjoy walking around the school... coz' then I could chat with my friends...
Now, I'm just wishing that the bell would ring earlier so that I can go to class.... and the day would pass by more quickly....
*sigh*
I'll have to endure it for 5 years.... 5...more.... years....
Wish me luck, people...
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